it's really sad when a little twat faced boy can say something offhand, not even directly at you, and it drastically affects your mood.
it's also not really my fault. i wish i could just say what i feel, instead of hiding it and hating myself. i know he knows, but he won't talk about it. i know he knows. i am very conflicted. i hate myself for being so emotional. for being so feminine. how am i ever supposed to even present as male, when i act like a little princess, a fangirl, prissy, etc...? i hate myself for not being at all masculine. everyone is just like my mom. "you girl, kyo" "you're such a lady" and i don't th